This has been something that has bothered me for years, and now I'm finally going to stop half-assing and do something about it.
I'm losing the weight.
This job rules in a lot of ways, but living on the road means more fast food than I like, and more time on my ass in a car.
I'm not burning calories, and I'm ingesting way more than usual. I have gained about 12lb since starting this job.
So now I say to you, and to the world: Fuck naw. I'm done. I'm going to find a way to eat healthier, exercise on the road, and get to my ideal weight.
Starting today. Which is tough, because it's breakfast time and I'm hungry.
Minimal fast food. Staying in hotel rooms with fridges and microwaves, so I can at least buy food at a grocery store and 'cook' it. Ordering from the 'healthy' menu when I hit drive-thrus.
And most importantly (and hardest of all...) no more soda or rockstars. It's water only for me.
All I know is I'm SICK AND FUCKING TIRED of being larger than I'd like. The first step is to stop growing. The next step is shrinkage.
I'm putting this out there for the world to see. Maybe this will keep me on track. By late January, when I turn 31, I will reach my goal weight of 200lb. Because I'm in a Billings hotel, it's hard to say what I'm at now. Probably between 235 and 250, so I have a decent way to go.
But I'm going to do it, dammit. Fuck this. Fuck being fat.