Meanwhile, I'm grieving by keeping myself occupied. I got a PS3 and 'check out' when I need an escape. Skyrim, Madden, Final Fantasy, Assassin's Creed... they are my way of getting lost for a few hours and letting the burden go away, if only for a short time.
PC gaming as well. I've discovered Candy Crush Saga (pity me), and play poker online.
training for the poker WSOP for a moment.
Just a moment... I don't need another full-time obsession. I blog (even though by my recent posts, you can't really tell), have a day-job, have a new wife, and am moving into a bigger home.
One more vice? Yeah, don't have anywhere to fit it in.
But still... when I need an escape... to get away from the burden of my dad's death or my overwhelming work schedule... I have my vices, thanks to my devices.